So it has been a while since I have written my feelings out. It has been almost 6 months since my last post ans still nothing has really changed except for the weather! Just gonna try to make it through clinicals and my nursing, then it is time to take a step back and look at my marrage. Right now I feel like we are just going through the motions and that is not what marrage is all about. Sure, we could start going to church more often but that wouldn't stop my husband from womanizing. I believe that one woman is just not enough for him. Doesn't matter that this chick is nasty, no teeth, elephant syndrome (no offense to anyone who has this) thighs, druggy......... I guess that is his type. The only reason I feel that he hasn't fessed up to his discretions, is that fact that I am a free babysitter for his first 3 children and he knows that I will be moving 8 hours away. He is a great father, just a crappy husband.
I start clinicals in nursing school in 4 weeks and I am so excited. I will get to do shots, administer medications, do physical health assessments....... all that Jazz!!! This is what I am working toward and it is gonna be awesome to graduate and be able to hold my own!! So until next time...... I think my rant is over for the evening!!
